Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Today I am anxious!

Mostly for Friday, and my 1pm interview. This interview could be fantastic, and I would have a new job, and I would be able to move pretty much whenever I want… or, it could not go well at all and me be stuck, right before July. I don’t know what I would do with myself if I had a 30 day deadline to secure a job, and I hope I don’t have to find out. It’s getting to the point where I just have to keep telling myself not to think about it.
But then I keep trying to decide if I want to wear the khaki ankle cropped dress pants and white sleeveless top and heels that I wore to the last interview I had… or do I want to wear the new black and white dress I got this weekend with a 3/4 sleeve half-cardigan. And then, I wonder how much they care about what I wear, and if they will like me or not, and if they will hire me or not, and the vicious cycle starts all over with how well or terrible things could go.

I’m so ready for something to work out already… especially since the “sure thing” job has seemed to have fallen through, and it’s scary to know that your lease ends at the end of July, and you can’t renew because you can’t afford it… so moving is happening, but you can’t commute to the job you have now because you don’t make enough money for that… but you can’t afford to be unemployed either. Life, c’mon - you’re stressing me out.

Things I really, really want: to move in with my perfect boyfriend, this job. I don’t think I’m being unrealistic.

Okay. Negativity rant over.

I got this.
(Right?)

I sure hope so!
-ashley

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